Archive for October, 2006

MK6 TITAN II

Mark 6 Titan II ICBM. No relation to the post below but was posted because I miss the paranoia from the Cold War era.

I felt that this was necessary to post, even though it SHOULD be common sense to everyone else on this bloody planet. Some things obviously have to be reminded to those who have forgotten. My solution?

Keep on hammering it into their fucking skulls and not negotiate with fucking terrorists.

Now let’s begin with the most basic rule in which we humans should treat one another.‘Treat others as you would like to be treated.’ – Confucius

Or my personal favorite.

‘Be excellent to one another!’ – Bill & Ted

:)

The many things that should be considered simple, normal etiquettes amongst the extremely socially ruled species of humans have been tragically forgotten as it would seem. Many claim that it isn’t their fault but one should ask themselves first if they truly are the cause of their own grief.

I’ve been surrounded by these sick chachos for far too long now and am glad I got the fuck rid of them before it truly led me down a path of no salvation. Hmm…Come to think of it, there’s another ‘commonity’ that many people seem to have forgotten as well.

‘Actions speak louder than words.’

Or another one of my personal favorites.

‘Grab them by the balls and their hearts and minds will soon to follow.’

:D

Now let’s get down to the nitty-gritty details of the matter.

Those who wonder about their treatment from others should first ask themselves first concerning their own treatment towards others. Everything happens for a reason and it is usually the cause of one’s own actions. One’s reality is highly determined by the choices and actions one takes. If you fuck someone up, be sure that the person whom you fucked will fuck you up as well.

“Birds of a feather fuck together”, as they will say but truly, mix shit with shit and all you get is shit. What were you expecting anyway from the god awful concoction?

Gold?
Diamonds?
Fortune?
A better life?
Losing your acne?
Pixie Dust?
Peter Pan?

The meaning of Life?

Or possibly, just maybe…Hope?

Oh fuck please, don’t feed me that idealistic bullshit you dumb fuck, for I am sure that you yourself are so lost up your ass that you cant even tell where your thumb is that’s so wedged up that little hole between those soggy looking ass cheeks of yours.

Prick.

“Hope is the beginning towards the path of despair”, another one of my favorites.

For those who still bitch and moan and continue on playing the poor ‘victim’ role in life, well, all I can say is time to wake up and smell the roses, you dumb prick, cause no one truly gives a shit about your whining!

Be moan and complain for any lack of action will not yield any results.

So what would be the simplest solution?

Just shut the fuck up and do something about it! Don’t rant to me all day long about how shitty and sucky your life is! I had enough of it and have learnt that pessimism is lot more infectious than what the Black Plague did to the whole bloody population of Europe! Hell, the whole DAMN PLANET HAS THE DAMNED DISEASE! What’s the Black Plague in comparison to this?! FUCK!! I am not interested in contracting that shit once more, after having fought so long to get rid of it!

So please, help yourself to help us all. Just zip that mouth and move your arms…

…in the air like you just don’t care and while you’re at it, kiss your ass!

And this ends my moral contribution to society today. :)

Now go out and play! Sitting in front of your PC all day long will never change anything!

*Koff* *Koff*

Because I should know that better than anyone else. :(

Come to think of it.

If people were indeed sincere about undoing their wrongs to others in the past, why cant they just admit their faults and just apologize?

Why do they on the other hand go through all sorts of charades and acts to win your trust when all they had needed to do was to discuss it with you?

If you’ve made a mistake or feel that you had made one, talk about it with the person(s) whom you think you’ve done great injustice.

If the relationship is there, everything will fix itself through open dialog and apologies given out by both parties.

If the relationship wasn’t there, people tend to hide and beat around the bush, not admitting to their own mistakes and totally ignoring the issue at hand.

Fuck apple polishers.

No amount of kindness done to me will not erase the lack of admittance in your errors as well as the violation of my trust.

Then again, if the said person produces the vilest Spaghetti and then proceeds to serve an immeasurable amount to you, I am sure everyone who have easily made an enemy out of her.

Stupid humans.

Stupid behaviors.

Stupid Spaghetti.

My Habitat. My Horror.

I’ve come to realize that many things I encounter in life consists of the following items,

1) Treachery
2) Stagnantation
3) Indecisiveness
4) Subterfuge
5) Lies

Whether or not they are caused by me alone or by other parties, it seems to me that most events surrounding my demise as well as the current political climate of my surroundings seems horrifically related by the above.

I hate traitors. I hate people who take me for granted. I hate those who lie between their smiles and backstab me when they couldnt be bother with helping me.

I’ve come to notice as well that those who claim to be the most honorable, tend to be the most deceit and most full of themselves. I’ve noticed that most of the things most people preach and hold strong beliefs for usually turn out to be just utter lies and just a mask to conceal their actual selfs and interests, personifying a greater imagery to impress the many, not putting their hearts and minds into the actual truth of their existance.

I should have known that all that I see around me was not caused by me. In actual fact, nothing really changed around me. It was just that I’ve changed so profoundly that even my somewhat familiar surroundings have turned into a mis-match of realities.

I’ve changed. I’ve lost my faith in people around me who seems so content on just getting friends with benefits. All too eagerly interested in feeding their own pathetic egos with pathetic stories of grandeur and might. With them embracing the 5 items I see above and quite frankly, enjoying the sight of weakness prevelant in others.

Humanity scares me. To see such horrors when I used to think that it was all beauty around me.

How quickly the mind changes in retaliation towards the cruel injustices done towards it.

How cruel.

I need to stop this…

Woke up with my brain totally frazzled,
In pain and in total confusion I felt,
A blank slate written all over my mind,
Unready to awaken to the day ahead.

OUCH!! I HATE YOU INSOMNIA!! :(